I guess there is a time for everything

I have been planning this day, not even sure if I would live to see it. Its 8:15a and I am starting to doubt my plans. I want to go see him at least to show support, but no one else would come with me. I feel discouraged. So I pray Lord what should I do. The Lord told me to leave it in His hands and let Him work it out, like I know He can. I don't want him to be dehumanized by people that don't even know him. I want to be that unexpected voice, playing that supporting role that reveals who he truly is. I hope he don't take a bid. I hope they don't give him life. I hope his own life he does not rid. I pray the Lord will clear his mind of negativity. Its 8:30 I decided not to go and leave it His hands. About 8:56 my mom texted me and said load the camera man. Your niece is on the way. I went from sadness to joy. I wish he could see his newborn baby girl. The daughter he helped bring into the world. I guess there is a time for everything. I wonder what will happen next.